Enjoy my daydreams

    I would like to go to some places to take a walk for a while.  After Chinese New Year, I decided to visit Pingxi(平溪) with my cousin on March 1^st to 2^nd. The easy travel was for clean our bad emotions.

    I got up about seven in the Saturday morning and went to buy a rice ball for the breakfast.  Then, walked to take the train to Ruifang(瑞芳).  It should be a sunny day, but the sun was hided in the clouds.  It was not a good day for us.  The cable of the trans got a trouble so the trains were delay for a while.  My cousin and I arrived Ruifang about eleven thirty (it should be arrived before eleven).  However, we arrived Ruifang with many visitors finally.  A few clouds was on the sky, and it was a little warn.

    The time was almost noon, so we went to hunt some food to feed ourselves.  Jeez! My period has just come to me.  It was so inconvenient for travel.     Whatever, food first.  We saw a café sold strawberries with sugar-coating on the stick(草莓糖葫蘆) and other kinds.  I told my cousin I would like to have a stick of pickled-plums(醃梅) with sugar-coating(糖衣), and she ordered a stick of strawberries with sugar-coating for herself.  Then, we walked around the market but hunted nothing else because we did not want to have any normal meal. (ha ha~)

    I sensed I did not drink any water till that moment because of finding out a toilet in the crowed train was much inconvenient.  Then, we went to drink something.  We ordered two cold drinks without ice from 85^oC shop then went toward to the train station.  As we have checked from the webpage, I went to buy the one-day tour train’s tickets for us.  Unfortunately, they stopped to sell this tour package tickets due to too many people on that day.  Oh~ My goodness!!

    Immediately, we changed the schedule toward to the guesthouse which we booked before this trip first.  We went to take the train to Pingxi where the guesthouse we booked.  How many people were!!  We were pushed into the carriages by crowed people.  Fortunately, my cousin had a seat because she is pregnant.  I stood next to her.  There was almost no space between persons who stood in the carriages, but all of people were not angry or yelled.  Because we were on the train, we felt luck than the people who could not take this train.  The train was stopped at every station.  I heard some persons out and in.  Suddenly, I heard a loud knocked voice.  I saw toward to there.  A father hugged his daughter in front of his chest due to there were too many people.  Nevertheless, the father is very tall.  When he hugged his daughter up to his chest, her daughter’s head was knocked against the shaft with hanged ring-pulls.  The tears were out of the daughter’s eyes.  It should be much painful.  Her father said sorry to her and asked her to not cry.  The daughter did not cry, even the tears were next to her eyes.  Too many people went to there on that day!

It is the time to pack up the tea service due to the lunar January 15 was passed.

Most of time, we drink Chinese hot tea when we gather with our family or frinds.  We seldom drink Chinese hot tea alone.  Of course, sometimes we will do it alone.  The tea service will be settled in our living room during the Chinese New Year and pack up after the lantern Festival.  That means we cannot submerge in the Chinese New Year holidays anymore.  We use to do it because drinking Chinese hot tea is an easy and delight feeling.

I feel much easy and relax when I drink Chinese hot tea.  Sometimes I dream the Chinese tea because the life is too busy or tense.  A good quality Chinese tea is very tasty when you smell and after drinking it.  It is hard to get rid of it when you sup the good tea.  And, I dream to sup the tea more and more till I am full, even I go to pee many times.    XD 

The odor of the dreamy Chinese tea is filled the room when the tea leaves are taken out of the tea bag.  The proper leaves are settled down in the pea pot.  The dreamy tea odor is suffusing the room when the hot water is pouring the tea pot.  The first tea will not be drunk in order to wash out the find sand or the other bad thing on the leaves.  So, we should pour the first tea out of the pot quickly after the hot water is poured into the tea pot.  Then, pour the hot water into the tea pot again.  The tea is still needed to pour to the tea cups in the few seconds.  Then, we smell and taste it.  It is really awesome to enjoy and submerge in it.  It smell like the fresh leaves in the beginning of morning.  The odor is suffused in my mouth when I sup it, and it is toothsome.  I dream to sup the dreamy tea next time. 

After listening the speech from the website, http://voicetube.tw/videos/9426?ref=new, I am thinking why I do not have the self-confidence.

As the speech mentioned, I got so many negative comments from my parents and teachers when I got into the trouble.  I have tried to be positive to do anything new, but too many negative thoughts in my mind to stop me to go on to try.  Sometimes I got much self-confidence to do something because I asked myself to not think so much result.  I did it.  And, I got nothing bad after done it.  Nevertheless, I have feared to open my mind to try new things so far.

Although I have been done something in the positive to gain more self-confidence, I have been still hesitated to go on the next steps.  I know "negative" is not good, but it is still existed in my mind.  I cannot trust myself to do many things better than the before or other people.  My self-confidence is crashed by my dear parents and the teachers.  It is hard to build it up in my life.  

Ha ha.  Again, I still think the things or ways are so difficult to reach.  

It is very strange I have been encouraged many people such as the children of my friends, my colleagues, friends to try to do something, but me.  I do not dare to face my "self-confidence".  How come?!  How can I get the more bravery?  How can I gain my self-confidence back?

It is almost time for the Chinese New Year holidays.  There is no plan for my holidays but family days from 1/30~1/31.

I am gonna visit Taipei county on 2/01 alone.  Hope I will not spend much money during this Chinese New Year.

After 2/01, I think I should study English in the rest of Chinese New Year Holidays.  Hope I will do what I wish to do.  Be much better for my English level.

Have got the advise that I do not need to go to JP for the business trip~   < God bless me~ >

But, I loose a chance to visit JP without paying the travel fees. 

However, It is still a good news for me!! 

I like to travel the world, even it is just a business trip.

Now, I have a chance to visit Japan without paying travel tickets, but I do not feel happy or excited.  It's a business trip for training and attending the initial managers meeting in our head office.  I am not a manager, and just be on behalf of my direct manager in Taiwan due to my direct manager will be no longer in our TW company this week.

I have told my friends I will not travel to Japan at my own expense but at the expense of the company.  Now, all the travel fees will be paid by our company, but I feel distraught for this business trip.  The main reason is I am not manager and the meeting decision will be not good for TW office.  I cannot say anything in the meeting due to our boss does not like to hear the fact.  The fact in TW market is not good.  I should zip my mouth in whole meeting.  But, I know no-one in whole trip beside my new G.M..  I do not know him very well and am afraid to miss any meeting time. 

I have never been so distraught to go aboard beside the first time to travel alone. 

Whatever, I am not sure if I need to join this trip till now due to the business trip is not confirmed by the head office.  Still need to wait the further comments from Japanese. 

New year's coming, so I should have something new to renew my life. 

I have cleaned my room either under the bed or the curtains, but books in the bookcases.  Will keep going to re-arrange all of them.

Then? 

New job, new feeling, new something.....

It’s easy to management the things for business or working schedules or plans but hard to management with the partners.

Management is not only for managers or bosses but also personal life.

I do not think I can be a good manager due to it is hard to deal with humans, especially for the partners.In my working area, I have confidence to do my job as well as I can but dealing with the partners.Management for the working schedules, plans, or details is not so hard if I force on it.I should gain more patient with the partners who cannot understand what I communicate with them.The persons who I have met before are as following characters.

1) The partners who can understand what they can help or support me for the works or some private things.  They do their best to give me a hand when I am submerging in the busy status.  They call for help when they need me to support them.  We share the job loading each other and have a good gathering very often.  The partners who all of us like them.

2) The partners who we ask to do some things will follow our argument to accomplish the things.  Nevertheless, if we do not ask them to do the things, they will not do it by themselves, even it is their job area, or even we are so busy.  The things should be checked by ourselves, otherwise something will be missed.  This kind of partners is also around of us.

Have watched a movie “Summer Wars” on the TV program.  It is a Japanese cartoon movie and has described a person who finished a program to hack the computer virtual world, such as some computer games and some computer virtual applications.  The story is described the fire control systems, traffic systems, cell-phone systems… etc. had been hacked through the users’ accounts.  It was even able to change the satellite track to let it went toward to the appointed location.  Of course, the end of the story the hack had been fought off by a crow of people. 

We all know the computer games are virtual application software.  Nevertheless, do you know some of the systems in human real life are controlled by the virtual programs, too?  Such as, fire control systems, traffic systems, cell-phone systems, banking systems… etc.  When the hackers took the users’ accounts and security codes away, the hackers are able to change many things, like deranged alarms, disordered traffic lights, crazy time… etc., even the numbers of your money in the banking account will be changed.  You might not logo-in to your web accounts due to the passwords are wrong.  The numbers of your money will be changed to zero or the other numbers which is not yours due to the banking systems are hacked the programs.  How serious it is!!  Would you image that?!  What if the day was coming?!

I cannot believe my decision is wrong due to support Taiwanese merchandise, HTC.  Sigh……….

It is my first one smartphone, HTC One V.  I have heard Samsung’s smartphone with a good quality for users.  Nevertheless, I have decided to support Taiwanese merchandises.  I am so regretful for this decision.  It does not friendly use and no user manual with the smartphone.

I bought it from the Taipei Spring Computer Show in 2012.  Due to it does not have user manual, it let me feel I am so silly to use “smartphone”.  The smartphone is on my hand, but I am not so smart to use it.  Tricky, right….  (smartphone, but not so smart for me. So, is it the personal problem?)

I went to Taichung to have a gathering with my friend and met the sales person who sold this smartphone to me on the show.  He helped me to download and set some programs and asked me to buy a memory card for smartphone using.  I followed his suggestion.  I also asked him why my smartphone were shut down very often, and he told me the smartphone is like a mini computer, so we should power on and off everyday to let it be re-loaded.  I told my brother, my co-workers and friends the sales person’s comments, they all laughed it.  It is so stupid comments.  They told me Samsung and the other brands do not have the “shut down” situation if they do not power on/off everyday.  And, power on and off everyday is a funny comments.  I had asked my elder brother for using this phone on the weekends.  Finally, I have learned to drive it.

It is about 5 times I have left the complaining messages on the HTC’s webpage.  Actually, HTC’s after service is good to solve the problems which I complained very soon.  But, I cannot agree with all of solutions.  The complaints I have argued were as following.

During treatment of my left foot, I had gained much weight again.It was very awful to get hungry easily but exercise after daily work.In order to let the injured foot recover as soon as possible, I went to see the doctor once a week.As the doctor’s advance, I couldn’t run, jump and stand too long time.The way to recover the injured foot is taken rest more and more.The weight was gained day by day, but I couldn’t get rid of it.How come………. = ” =

The day I would like to find out a suitable clothes to join my friends’ wedding after one month, but it is very horrible to not get any suitable clothes for that day.I really wanna cry but no tears……

The one way I can do is worn off my fat.I had tried to run at home as slowly as I can and kept over 40 minutes.The fat was still traced me due to over working time and got sick during that month.It was a fail plan for wearing off my fat.Of course, I did not get the suitable clothes for the friends’ wedding.I just got the clothes which I could wear to join it.embarrassed….. @!!@ >>

One and half month passed after the wedding, the doctor told me my injured foot was recovered and no needed to go on the treatment again.It is really a great news for me (I think the news is also wonderful for my parents because it is unbelievable fat to me for a long time).Whatever, I could have planned to reduce my weight from that day.

I swore to reduce 3 kilograms at least before Chinese New Year in three weeks.The few dinner (or no eating) every day and did the exercise at least 50 minutes after daily work, of course at weekend.3 kilograms was left before Chinese New Year.Yes, I really did it as my plan.I was really glade to see the numbers on the weight machine.Thanks God, I did it.

I have thought to write some things before today, but I was quite busy for the work.  After work, I did not have energy to write some things.  Beside work, I had got sick during these days.

However, I have changed the job finally.  Tonight, I have time to see the beautiful moon, even it was rain today.  Actually, it is still rainning when I see the moon, but just a little.

I quite like to sleep now.  Maybe I can write something tomorrow.