After listening the speech from the website, http://voicetube.tw/videos/9426?ref=new, I am thinking why I do not have the self-confidence.
As the speech mentioned, I got so many negative comments from my parents and teachers when I got into the trouble. I have tried to be positive to do anything new, but too many negative thoughts in my mind to stop me to go on to try. Sometimes I got much self-confidence to do something because I asked myself to not think so much result. I did it. And, I got nothing bad after done it. Nevertheless, I have feared to open my mind to try new things so far.
Although I have been done something in the positive to gain more self-confidence, I have been still hesitated to go on the next steps. I know "negative" is not good, but it is still existed in my mind. I cannot trust myself to do many things better than the before or other people. My self-confidence is crashed by my dear parents and the teachers. It is hard to build it up in my life.
Ha ha. Again, I still think the things or ways are so difficult to reach.
It is very strange I have been encouraged many people such as the children of my friends, my colleagues, friends to try to do something, but me. I do not dare to face my "self-confidence". How come?! How can I get the more bravery? How can I gain my self-confidence back?
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