Enjoy my daydreams

I like to travel the world, even it is just a business trip.

Now, I have a chance to visit Japan without paying travel tickets, but I do not feel happy or excited.  It's a business trip for training and attending the initial managers meeting in our head office.  I am not a manager, and just be on behalf of my direct manager in Taiwan due to my direct manager will be no longer in our TW company this week.

I have told my friends I will not travel to Japan at my own expense but at the expense of the company.  Now, all the travel fees will be paid by our company, but I feel distraught for this business trip.  The main reason is I am not manager and the meeting decision will be not good for TW office.  I cannot say anything in the meeting due to our boss does not like to hear the fact.  The fact in TW market is not good.  I should zip my mouth in whole meeting.  But, I know no-one in whole trip beside my new G.M..  I do not know him very well and am afraid to miss any meeting time. 

I have never been so distraught to go aboard beside the first time to travel alone. 

Whatever, I am not sure if I need to join this trip till now due to the business trip is not confirmed by the head office.  Still need to wait the further comments from Japanese. 

Feel distraught with worry and upset still.